Aldnoah.Zero fanfic: Air

So, long time no see! It's been a while! I haven't written anything in ages but now after the damn ending to Aldnoah.Zero I felt the urge to write something!

This is not fluff och smex or anything, but it COULD turn up like that. It depends what I feel like doing with it and if anyone wants me to keep writing this. I felt rusty as hell so I ask for you to oversee whatever mistakes I have made. English is my third language and I haven't taken good care of it lately, so sorry about that!

Warning! Anime spoilers!

This is a fanfic about Slaine and Inaho after Slaine had spent about two years at prison. One night he is woken up by Inaho who asks him to get changed into civilian clothes. Slaine gets excited, then suspicious, then scared and finally gets his mind blown (not literally with a bullet to the head, I promise!). Inaho has something planned and takes Slaine out on a secret little outing.

The birds were chirping outside just like they have done every other evening the past one and a half years. Slaine laid face down on the bed hugging his pillow, tired and worn from the restless day which he had spent on pondering on the life he did not have. A dead man walking, that is what he was and felt like. His life in the prison made exclusively for him had nothing to offer other than Orange – or should he call him by his name Kaizuka Inaho now? – visiting him and the bullying from the guards. The bullying had calmed down considerably now after time had done what time does best; left most of the interest in bullying the hated young man behind. Slaine figured the guards did not find it interesting enough anymore to constantly breathe down his neck and comment on whatever he did and shove him around. It was too old and same now. Of course, that had not been an everyday occurrence and most of his days he had been left alone in his cell.

Lullaby Fanfiction 02 - First Verse of The Lullaby (+18)

So now I'm done with the second chapter to my Lullaby series. Finally! For you who don't know he is my super gay and evil tabletop role-playing character from Black Crusade (Warhammer 40k) and I have played him for about a year now. The world is set in the 41st millennium.

This is the first adventure I played with him ever, and he tells it from his own point of view. He's pretty full of himself and I hope that shows in his choice of words.


Story: Lullaby feels bored on the planet where he was left and jumps from a guy's bed into the next to have somewhere to sleep during the nights. Then one day a lunatic suddenly runs in to the bar where Lullaby sits and listens to rumors and shouts out coordinates to a treasure. The bar is quickly emptied with all the pirates and Lullaby is left alone with three other people, whom he allies himself with to go on a treasure hunt. But nothing goes like he expects...


This is a direct continuation from the previous chapter "The Origin of A Lullaby", but it is okay to continue from here too. The previous chapter is about his childhood and how he became the person he is.

Picture by me.

So my eighteenth birthday went by on the planet where I had been brought to by a heretic after my little fire show on a war world. A few days after my birthday I found myself sleeping soundly in a comfortable bed. The mornings were always nice at the mansion where I had found shelter on the planet filled with heretics. It wasn’t exactly like I had a home of my own on that planet. I was rather jumping from one guy’s bed into the next and slept over at many places. When I had been taken there by the leader from the war where I had turned against my own he had hooked me up with a guy who showed me around, but then I was left on my own. I didn’t have money and I didn’t want to sell my weapons, so I ended up seducing men to have somewhere to sleep and hoped that they would treat me for a dinner. It was a shock to go from luxury at the old man’s place to being poor, but that was my reality.

The mansion was my absolute favorite place and I always slept there if I got the chance. The man – who’s name I won’t tell – was a torpedo for hire and he was filthy rich and very handsome. He lived in a luxurious mansion heavily guarded to prevent the thieves and burglars getting in, and he was pretty paranoid at times. But I had gotten myself under his skin and he welcomed me with open arms. Of course he wanted sex, and so I gave him that in exchange for a place to sleep and to get some fine meals in my stomach.

Vocaloid Fanfiction - Chocolate Kisses (Gakupo x Yuma) 18+

So here's the ninth story in the Vocaloid fanfiction series! This time I had to struggle to get it finished because of my cold. My brain really is slow at the moment. But I hope you like it!

Yūma and Gakupo are in the store to buy stuff and Yūma uses this visit at the store as a opportunity to make Gakupo hold some old promises. (If you've read the "Love Mode" story then you know what promises I mean.) When they return home it gets hot when desert is on the menu after some dinner, and Yūma get a fun idea for the bedroom to tease Gakupo with.

I'm so sorry if this story has some wrong in the grammar or misspellings. Please leave a comment or send me a e-mail if you find any and I'll fix them. My brain is really not working 100% so I really am sorry.  (T_T)  But I tried my best to finally update and I really hope you still enjoy it!

(And again I forgot my chocolate behind the laptop's hot air exit vent and it melted into a goo again. I never learn...)


If you like this story, then check the previous fanfictions with the same couple in the Story Archive.

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They were walking together down the road to the store to buy some ingredients for today’s dinner, and as they stood outside the store Gakupo got a terrible blush on his cheeks and he looked nervous. Yūma knew why but he didn’t care. Instead he dragged him into the store by the hand which he had been holding the whole way to the store, and he refused to let go of it. He knew it was still sensitive for Gakupo to show their relationship to people he didn’t know but he had promised Yūma a time ago that they would hold each other’s hands in the store at some point. Today was the day according to Yūma and he didn’t give Gakupo any room to protest; he squeezed Gakupo’s hand to the point where Gakupo complained, but he knew that if he softened his hold of the man’s hand Gakupo would pull his hand free.

“Ow, that hurts, Yūma,” Gakupo complained.

“I won’t let you go this time. All the other times you’ve released my hand the moment we enter the store, but this time I won’t let you do that,” Yūma answered resolutely.

Vocaloid Fanfiction Bonus Story 02: Yuma - A Dream (18+)

So here's another bonus story that doesn't have that much to do with the "real" series of these two lovebirds. It was actually a request from one of you readers who e-mailed me two days ago about it. I hope you like it, Vivvi!

The reason of why I'm updating with another story this soon is because I'll be away for about two weeks and won't be able to write and publish anything during that time so... I was a little stressed out writing this because I have a lot to do at the moment to prepare for the trip.

I must say this is a very fun and hot story! Haha! Thank you, Vivvi, for the theme! xD I won't have a summary this time because I don't want to reveal anything. but it's a compensation for the lack of smex in the previous bonus story. xD (I always compensate for the lack of smex in other stories!)


If you like this story, then check the previous fanfictions with the same couple in the Story Archive.

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He ran as fast as he could down the darkened street. Only the gloomy streetlights lit up the vacant street with artificial lights. He was already out of breath and his heart beat so hard it felt like it would beat its way through his chest. He had messed up pretty bad and he knew that.

Damn it!

The running footsteps behind him had been following him for a while and they came closer and closer. The notorious and professional thief Yūma had messed up when he had stolen the most valuable and historical diamond in history from the museum. He hadn’t predicted the special little alarm that had been set around the jewel. It had been a new kind of alarm system and it took him completely by surprise. He had managed to hide the jewel and then run away just in case he was caught. Now he was running from the detective that had been chasing him ever since Yūma started his little career as a notorious thief. The detective’s name was Gakupo Kamui.

Vocaloid Fanfiction Bonus Story 01: Gakupo - A Day In Our Life

Helloo!

So here's the shorter bonus story that I have mentioned in a previous update. It was a pain to write this and I'm not at all satisfied with hit, but I can't do it better at the moment. I'm sorry if it lacks some smex too but I feel that I want to develop them a little too as characters if I'll be able to write about them in the future too.

I have some really yummy stories coming up with them too. I just have to write them down. LOL! Some really funny bonus stories and a veeeeery smexy ninth story too. Omg! xD

This was a request from a friend and I hope you still like it even if it's not 100% good. I have written it three times and still can't make it like I want it to be, so please bear with me this time, okay?  (T_T)

The bonus story is through Gakupo's eyes about a normal day in their life.  (^_^)



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The day was hot as I walked down the road. I had been at work and had just left my system room to head home. I was finished a little earlier than normal. Yūma was already home. He got to finish his work earlier because he’s a more high quality Vocaloid and his system room is up to date, but I guess it suits him because of his cute attitude against work. He always struggles to get up in the mornings to go to work. He’s not a morning person at all. I have to pull him up by force but sometimes I can tease his hot temper to get him up to chase me around, and that’s probably the most efficient way to get him up from the bed. He has the cutest morning temper I know. First he’s very grumpy and tries to hide under the covers, but then he turns into a very needy person who wants everything there is to have. He wants breakfast on the bed, he wants me to shower him, he wants hugs and kisses... I can’t help but to love that attitude of his.

Lullaby Fanfiction 01 - The Origin Of A Lullaby (18+)

So here's the first real instalment in my series about my bad guy Lullaby from the roleplaying game Black Crusade/Warhammer 40k. As I said in an update before I decided to write down all his adventures, and because he's gay and very sexual I thought that maybe they fit here. I have also tried out a new style of writing so you could say this is a experiment.

What do you think happens when an insane person who only knows hate is given a weapon and is taught to kill the ones he hates?

The world is set in the 41st millennium where humans live scattered around the universe in a so called Empire where a special emperor keeps the humanity alive with his own life power. Because The Emperor has grown so weak the human realm has started to fall apart. The humans live a very strict life and has to constantly fight for survival against different types of creatures and demons who lives in the universe, and also many times against them selves. The human world is very corrupted and here and there heretics are born from ordinary people who gets seduced by one of the four dark chaos gods and lives the life of evil and death. The heretics are constantly chased and the more infamous the heretic gets the more the Empire turns their eyes on him/her.

This is the story of my heretic Lullaby who is very self-confident but also very hurt and broken as a human. He's totally insane and knows nothing of what is right and wrong. Even if he's very innocent at heart in a way he's also very dangerous and corrupted, and the more the time went the more infamous he got. In the end the super little gay boy who could charm the pants off of a grown man became so known in universe he became a legend.

Do you dare to get to know him?



Me about Lullaby: He stands for a lot of stuff I won't support. He was created to be as far away from me as a person as possible, and in the beginning I felt pretty angry at him for being so "stupid". But the more I played him the more I began to love him, and now he's my baby and favorite character even if he's a horrible person in so many ways. In the end I also feel a lot in common with him. I guess some parts of him was created from my subconscious and at times I can really relate myself to him. I also love to play the evil guys in games, and I always root for the bad guys in movies and anime so he was really REALLY entertaining to play! But because he was so complex even though he was very simple minded as a character I had a very hard time playing him. My brain was always turned into a goo. LOL! He needs a lot of my brain capacity and an enormous amount of energy to be played. Now he's removed from play though because he became so powerful that the Game Master didn't want to allow him as an active character. Lullaby's more or less an NPC (non playable character) now. I miss  him so much...  (T_T)


Warning!

This story is very dark. I have to warn sensitive people from reading it. His background is very horrible and I myself had a very hard time writing it. It contains a lot of provocative subjects.

Picture of Lullaby as demon god made by me. Before when he was a human he didn't have the tail, horns and purple skin. His helmet wasn't cracked either. Picture took 26 hours to make from scratch.

When I look at people I feel disgusted. They are stupid and predictable, boring and untrustworthy. The world of humans is a dark and gloomy place, and I have been cursed by once being forced to live in that fucked up world as one of these humans. Why do I hate humans? Because the humankind didn’t give a shit about me and gave me nothing but hell.

I still ask – I don’t know who – what I did to deserve the hurt and deceit I got from both my family and the old man. I still ask – I don’t know who – why no one came when I cried for help during all these seventeen years filled with neglect and abuse. You see – I have no one to ask, and I didn’t have anyone to cry for. I have never had a name to call out for when I’m in need and even if I had I was already too broken to call for them. The ones I should have been able to call out and reach for were the ones who were guilty for making my life as it was. Every day as a young boy I asked myself “Is this what my life is for, to waste in a world full of these bad people?”

Six years. That’s all I have lived this far. It was right after my seventeenth birthday that I got free from all the pain. Before that I wasn’t alive. Six years ago I got the courage to grip the handle of freedom. Before that I was a doll filled with chaotic emotions and bending to all the demands of other people. When I got older I wanted to rise up and look my demons in the eyes to tell them to piss off, but no matter how hard I tried they had a grip on me that was tight enough to almost suffocate the life out of me. My little will to stand straight crackled under the heaviness of other people’s greed and desires. I had learned from my childhood that tears and begging didn’t help, so I just did as told. Just cope with the pain. That was my first lesson in life.

Vocaloid Fanfiction - Love Potion (Gakupo x Yuma) 18+

It's friday and here's the new fanfiction as promised.  (^0^)  I think it's time for a warning again: It's really 18+ and it was hawt enought to write about that it made my chocolate melt. (No Tan... You forgot the chocolate behind your laptop's hot-air exit vent, remember?)

There's not much to say about the story. Inspiration was found from a documentary about a fish that has poisonous spikes (LOL wut?) but don't worry, the story isn't about fish or poison, but it's about potion. It was the first time for me to write about smexy roleplay so I felt a little embarrassed at times. Dunno why really because I have written really naughty stuff before. LOL!

Yūma comes home one day with a special little bottle with "medicine" he has found in a special store. Then he starts to complain about his heart beating fast, a tingling all over his body and that he's having a fever. Gakupo suggests him to go to see a doctor and Yūma agrees, but who do you think Yūma has in mind to be his doctor who can also relieve these "symptoms" he has with a little help from the so called "medicine" he found?

I hope you enjoy it! xD



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”Hey Gakupo!” Yūma yelled as he came in through the door and closed it. “Guess what I found in a store!”

Gakupo was standing in the kitchen cooking and as he heard that Yūma was home he looked up at the doorway into the kitchen where Yūma stood with a smile on the lips.

“No, tell me what you’ve found,” he said and stirred in the pot.

The kitchen was filled with the tasty smell of homemade curry and Yūma took a good sniff of the air. He curiously walked up next to Gakupo and looked into the pot to see what he was cooking. There he saw something that looked like a very delicious curry and he felt how it started to water in his mouth.

“Looks delicious!” he said and begged for a taste. Gakupo laughed and pulled up the ladle and held it in front of Yūma. As Yūma tasted it he got at surprised look and said: “Wow, it really is good! A new recipe?”

“Yes. The virus found it on the net. He’s very useful,” Gakupo smiled but chuckled as he saw Yūma’s pouting expression. “Why won’t you drop that attitude against him and get to know him instead? He’s very friendly you know.”

“Hmpf!” Yūma crossed his arms in protest. “I have nothing to say to that shit. He tried to take over my system! Why should I be friends with someone like that?”

“Don’t be childish. He’s a virus. That’s what he does. He wants to exist too. Give him a chance now that he has found a home in Kaito’s old cell phone,” Gakupo smiled and pulled Yūma closer with an arm around his waist and continued stirring the curry.

“I don’t like him,” Yūma pouted and Gakupo sighed. Sometimes Yūma was very childish.

“What was it you found in a store by the way?” Gakupo asked and immediately Yūma’s eyes sparkled.

“Oh! I almost forgot!” He pulled out a little bottle from the pocket of his jacket and held it out for Gakupo to see. “You know that naughty store we found a few days ago, remember? I went inside today to see what they had in there and then I found this little bottle.”

Vocaloid Fanfiction - Lonely Fairytale Castle (Gakupo x Yuma)

Phew! Finally finished, and WOAH how good it turned out in my opinion! I sat and laughed and smiled almost through the whole story. It was so cozy and just like I wanted it to be. xD * Tan super proud *

As I said before I sent Yūma and Gakupo to a scary place. One evening when some Vocaloids are gathered at Gakupo's apartment for some ghost stories Yūma "happens" to scare everyone to tears and chase them away so that he can have Gakupo all to himself. Meiko - who probably got most frightened of Yūma's superb ghost story - decides to challenge him and gives him the challenge of going to an old, abandoned amusement park and visit an attraction that is said to be haunted. There she wants him to take a photo at the top of its tower as proof that he's been there. It's a fairytale castle and along with Gakupo Yūma heads there to prove to Meiko that he's not a scaredy cat. Does Yūma live up to his name as brave or does he end up running away with his tail between the legs?

I took the biggest amusement park here in the north called Liseberg and minimized it to a small amusement park with a few attractions, but the Fairytale Castle (Sagoslottet) is there - I have only changed a little of the settings inside it by swapped places with some sceneries. If you want to see the attraction and how it looks inside to get a better idea of the scenery in the story you can watch this video from the ride. Or then look at the pictures on the official site here. I love this old fairytale castle! It's built in 1968 and I always ride it when I'm in Liseberg even if I'm 24 years old. LOL! But many of my friends thinks that the castle is creepy and doesn't want to ride it with me, and there's where I found my inspiration for this story.

 

This time the Fairytale Castle is scary, just like my friends think it is but a little worse. Mohaha! I haven't laughed this much to any story that I have written. I got funny images in my head all the time when I wrote this and I hope that they emerge in the story. I love the end scene with the king doll in this story! LMAO! (I was always scared of the king doll when I was a child.)

I also found some help to inspiration from the song "Nigeru Mono" from the Paprika-anime.

Read and enjoy!



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”And then the girl walked slowly and quietly against the corner where she had heard the weird noise. She looked carefully around the corner and she saw the old broken down factory stand there with its eerie and empty windows. Then she heard the noise again but this time from behind her. She felt a breath against her neck and her hairs stood on end. It was behind her. The cold and creepy feeling crawled up her legs and as she forced herself to look over her shoulder... THERE SHE SAW THE GHOST!”

Meiko lit up the flashlight under her face and haunting shadows covered her face in the darkened living room in Gakupo’s apartment. Rin hid behind her twin brother Len, Kaito bit his nails and Miku hugged Piko and squeaked. Meiko looked satisfied after getting the right kind of response she was after, but as she looked over at Yūma and Gakupo she suddenly felt disappointed. Even though Gakupo looked scared as he hugged Yūma’s arm with both arms Yūma seemed totally unaffected.

“Was that all?” he asked and Meiko pouted.

“Weren’t you scared at all?” she asked with a sour look on her face. Yūma chuckled.

“You have to do better than that to make me scared,” he said with a cocky smile.

“Oh yeah? Then you tell it better!” Meiko protested and crossed her arms.

Yūma got a menacing smile on his lips as he asked. “Do you really want me to?”

“Go ahead. Try making me scared!” Meiko challenged and tried to stare Yūma down, and Yūma looked back at her with a challenging smile.

“Challenge accepted.”

Vocaloid Fanfiction - Crackless Perfection (Gakupo x Yuma)

Here's the new story in the Vocaloid series about Gakupo and Yūma. It's finally finished. I couldn't wait to finish it and right now I'm so proud of it. I hope you like it too. ♥

I felt that these two are ready for little relationship drama. The story is about jealousy and hurt, but also love and warmth. Will these two survive a serious argument, and will they find the strength to forgive each other and strengthen their relationship even further? Or will they go separate ways and always regret the past?

I found my inspiration - as told in the previous update today - in the song "Collide" by Howie Day and the MEP "You And I Collide" by InsatiableDesireStd on Youtube. To give the right feeling to the story I really recomend you to listen through the song and think about the feeling from it while reading. Why not have the song quietly in the background while you read it? I had it in repeat in my ears for eight hours while writing this. Haha!


Enjoy! ♥



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The music was beating loud in the crowded club and the lights blinked along with the music. Yūma was out having a fun time with friends because he missed getting out from the apartment and meet other people. He liked being with Gakupo, but sometimes he had to go back to his old tracks and meet other people and friends. Besides – Gakupo wasn’t the party type and spent his time in the dojo when Yūma was out.

This club called “Official” was the main spot for all Vocaloids and UTAUs. It was here where the newcomers made their debut and Yūma had once stood on that stage himself singing for the first time for the other Vocaloids.

Today was a special night with a new UTAU making its debut and Yūma was curious to see the newcomer, and so that explained why he was at the club this special evening. Soon he would probably be on that stage again and present his new voice bank VY2v3. He had company from Kaito, Luka, Meiko and his sister Mizki, but they all had a hard time dealing with the heavily drinking Meiko who was drunk already after two hours at the club. He left to get some water for her from the bar and shouldered his way to the bar through the packed crowd.

As he asked for water and turned around to head back to the others he got surprised when he saw a man with long purple hair closely in front of him.

“Gakupo?” he asked surprised. “I didn’t know you were coming. Why didn’t you say anything?”

But the man looking like Gakupo laughed quietly with arrogance in the voice and suddenly Yūma felt the smell of cigarettes from this man and saw a tattoo on his right cheek. This wasn’t Gakupo. It’s a Fanloid!, he thought surprised. Kagura was his name if I remember correctly.

Fanfic: Brutal Love (Lullaby) 18+

So here I have another Lullaby-fanfiction. I decided to upload it here because it is kind of BL. It takes place on a huge space ship in the 41st millennium.


Can insane people really fall in love? Maybe they can, but they certainly expresses their feelings in a different way than normal people. The story is about my insane badguy Lullaby (Black Crusade/Warhammer 40k) falling in love and wanting to express to that special person exactly how much he really loves him.

I want to warn sensitive people from reading this. Even though Lullaby mostly seems innocent like an angel he is brutal and shows no mercy to anyone. In this story Lullaby makes himself into a good (bad?) example of how an insane person shows his love.

(I found my inspiration to this story from the music of Marilyn Manson and a quote from someone unknown I found on internet - which I don't remember anymore. LOL!)

Picture by me. It took me 9 hours to complete this. (>_>)

He stood there staring at the man in front of him. He was so beautiful, so attractive and handsome. Lullaby felt his heart flutter like it had never done before. A heat flushed through his body, but it wasn’t the typical heat he normally felt when he was attracted to someone. It was a heat that made him blush and his mind went haywire with pleasant feelings. He felt shy. That really surprised him and he didn’t understand really what was going on. He wanted the man, but not just sexually.

I’m never shy. Why now?, he thought and felt a pleasant shiver run down his spine as the man threw a glance at him. I want him.

Vocaloid Fanfiction - White Intruder (Gakupo x Yuma) 18+

So here it is. It’s finished! And gosh, it’s so long!  (O_O)  It was really hard to finish this because of the length. I had planned it to be only 9 pages but suddenly it got to be 18!  (>_>)

This story is about Yūma who starts to get weird impulses to do things he never would do. His system is malfunctioning. And on top of that he and Gakupo has been working hard and not being able to be with each other for a whole week because of lot of work. He feels lonely and when the impulses hits him he tries to keep them a secret from his lover not to worry him – until the worst case scenario occurs with Yūma's system being too damaged, and suddenly Gakupo has to save him.

I wanted to focus a little on the Vocaloid systems in this story and how the Vocaloids “work” and delivers all the songs you editors make. I don’t think I will ever be able to touch a Vocaloid software after this. LOL! It feels like they’ll get too much work to do if I start editing too. xD Poor Vocaloids… They are really hard workers, don’t you think?

I hope you enjoy it!



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”Hey…”

”Mm?”

Yūma walked up to the back of the couch and looked at Gakupo who was laying down with his right arm over his eyes like he had a headache. He was totally exhausted after being forced to deal with a Gakupo-user who didn’t know what to do with the program and made Gakupo use his voice in an uncomfortable pitch and horrible tones.

“Are you okay?” Yūma asked and rested with his elbows on the back of the couch. “You look like you’re about to die.”

Gakupo sighed and looked up at the green eyes that stared back at him and gave Yūma a weak smile.

“Yeah, I just have to rest.”

“You sure? I was thinking about going to the store. Do you want something?”

“Can you buy some ingredients to a salad? I want to eat something fresh today.”

Yūma pouted a little first. He didn’t like salad and other healthy stuff like that, but because he felt so sorry for Gakupo he decided to go along this time and eat whatever Gakupo wanted to eat.

“Sure. You want the usual stuff I guess?” he asked, and Gakupo nodded.

“Thanks…”

Yūma walked around the corner of the couch and leaned over Gakupo to give him a kiss and smiled.

“You know I hate salad, so I want you to compensate me afterwards for actually eating that disgusting stuff,” he whispered with a seductive smile and looked Gakupo deep in the eyes.

Gakupo lifted both of his arms to play with Yūma’s pink hair behind his ears and chuckled:

“Why don’t you eat something else then?”

“Did you forget that I am a terrible cook? How am I supposed to make dinner when everything I touch either explodes or gets burned?”

Gakupo laughed and pulled Yūma closer into another kiss.

Fanfiction: There Is Another Lullaby

Sorry, this time it's not a "real" fanfiction. This is actually a fanfiction from Warhammer 40k's tabletop game Black Crusade where I have a character named Lullaby. My Lullaby is a really bad guy and completely insane. He's cute but he's the sluttiest little gay brat in the whole universe who loves torture and sex. But his past is very, very dark: He had gotten so much insanity already as a young teenager that he lost his mind and became evil. He has gone through abuse of every kind you can ever imagine all the way up to his 17th birthday when he turned his back to human kind and told it to fuck off.

Because his past is so dark I wanted to try and make an alternative dimension where he actually has a happy past, and that inspired me to make two short fanfictions with this alternative version of him.

This first one was completed today and is about how this alternative Lullaby is being tainted by Chaos. A mysterious man storms into his room one night and seduces Lullaby. But the man won't tell who he is, but he sure knows about Lullaby and starts to blackmail him with sensitive information. Lullaby - who is a spoiled little rich kid born into a noble family of navigators - fights back, but his body is too hungry for another man that he finally gives in. But what he doesn't know is that as he gives himself to the man he is tainted with Chaos, and one of the chaos gods - Prince of Pleasure Slaanesh - decides to make a little visit in Lullaby's dreams.

It's a story about the beginning of an alternative Lullaby becoming a bad guy. Who doesn't like to watch a nobleman's kid fall to the "dark side"? Almost like Star Wars. LOL!

(There is two things these two Lullaby's has in common: Their personality and Slaanesh.)

• And here is a fanfiction about how he acts as a bad guy:
  Let Me Sing You a Lullaby
  
  I posted this on my other blog because it really doesn't have any sex in it and doesn't suit here. The story is about how he kills the govenor's son on a pleasure world that he wants to claim as his own.

 (Picture of Lullaby hand-drawn by me.)

The night was hot and the 17 year old Haddon Amabell was tossing and turning in his king-sized bed in his room. His body was sticky with sweat and he sighed heavily and sat up in bed. His golden blond hair was disheveled because of the tossing and turning and stood out in every way possible. He yawned irritated and rubbed his closed eyes for a few seconds before he stood up from the bed and staggered tired to the balcony door and opened it to walk outside to look at the busy city not too far from the mansion where he lived. The cool night wind caressed his naked body and calmed his hot skin – which was the typical tone of a noble; pearl white. He stood there for a while to enjoy the cool air before going to bed again. The summer season was at its peak and the hot weather had been exhausting for everybody. It was hotter than usual on the planet and rumors about the planet dying became more spread and talked about. But Haddon didn’t care. When he was finished with school and turned 18 he would disappear from that backwater world and never look back.

Haddon was born into a proud noble family of navigators, but he himself wasn’t born with the gene that would make him into a navigator and pride for his family house. He was the only one in his whole family born without the special gene passed down from generation to generation in the family house of Amabells. Instead he had gotten an unusual human mutation: Heterochromia with his right eye blue and left eye green. He was also of a very small build and he was often mistaken for being much younger than he actually was.

His parents didn’t care about him lacking that special gene though. Haddon had a five years older sister named Lucretia who was a full-fledged navigator and working to maintain the family status. She was a hard worker and Haddon hadn’t seen her for almost a year now. He often thought about her and wished he would be a navigator too to work in the same galaxy sector as her, but instead he was educated into a void-master.  He hoped to one day be the void-master of the ship where his sister was a navigator, but they were so many years apart that he knew it was almost impossible. She would retire and start a family before Haddon got as far as being a void-master. The time to get to the rank of a void-master took years.

Haddon was the family’s black sheep and was a very mischievous young man. His personality shifted like night and day without his family knowing it. During the day he pretended to be a well-brought-up child of the noble household of Amabells who was on top of his class, did as he was told and respected his parents. But during the night his real personality came forth: He loved to party and jump from the one man’s bed into the next. He loved attention and did everything to get it, and he didn’t hesitate to get what he wanted. But he was very cautious to never reveal his true identity as an Amabell. The reputation of his household was still a concern for him, so he went by the nickname Lullaby at the masquerade parties he and his family was invited to – and Lullaby was much known in the shadowy parts of these parties. If it was a normal party he just had to keep his legs shut and endure it.

Vocaloid Fanfiction - Onsen Fever ♨ Part 2 (Gakupo x Yuma) 18+

As I promised this is the new fanfiction about Gakupo and Yūma. It is divided into two parts because it is so long. This time I wanted to concentrate on developing the characters a little, so I sent them to an onsen resort for some relaxation. But the question is whether it really is as relaxing as Gakupo and Yūma hoped it to be?

It is written with a twink in the eye. I really wanted to present Yūma's sister Mizki (VY1), and I think she's a pretty cool chick with a similar attitude to Yūma. Usually I find it hard for female characters, but she feels more like a tomboy - so it was okay to write about her.

Something that I also wanted to mention in the story was Yūma's properties as a street punk. I wanted to highlight his stubborn attitude and his fiery temper - and I also wanted to highlight Gakupo's adult like and mature personality that you won't see that often.


Again Lamunan gave me permision to use one of her pictures here in this story. I actually wrote the story completely because of that picture because I thought that the picture was so beautiful and awesome. xD

Here is her Youtube and DeviantArt. Make sure to take a look!

• Youtube →  http://www.youtube.com/user/Lamunan
• DeviantArt →  http://www.colamu.deviantart.com/

If you like this story, then check the other fanfictions with the same couple in the Story Archive.
 

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The lunch went smoothly and it appeared that Mizki’s friend – who also owned the inn – was a Pitchloid called Akaito. That was when Yūma realized why the men’s yukata were wine red. The guy clearly liked the color red. Most of the mansion was designed after different shades of red and brown.

Yūma had a hard time relaxing in Akaito’s presence. It wasn’t that Akaito seemed to be a bad guy, but he was a Pitchloid after all. He wasn’t like all the other Vocaloids, and the fact that the whole inn was crawling with Pitchloids gave him a bad feeling in the guts.

“Hey, Gakupo,” he whispered as he leaned closer. “Have you noticed that there’s lots of Pitchloids here?”

“Yeah, why?” Gakupo asked and didn’t understand Yūma’s worry.

“I don’t really know. It gives me a creepy feeling.”

“Just relax and enjoy the stay,” Gakupo smiled, and Yūma sighed and tried to relax. But a bad feeling lingered in the air.

Vocaloid Fanfiction - Onsen Fever ♨ Part 1 (Gakupo x Yuma) 18+

As I promised this is the new fanfiction about Gakupo and Yūma. It is divided into two parts because it is so long. This time I wanted to concentrate on developing the characters a little, so I sent them to an onsen resort for some relaxation. But the question is whether it really is as relaxing as Gakupo and Yūma hoped it to be?

It is written with a twink in the eye. I really wanted to present Yūma's sister Mizki (VY1), and I think she's a pretty cool chick with a similar attitude to Yūma. Usually I find it hard for female characters, but she feels more like a tomboy - so it was okay to write about her.

Something that I also wanted to mention in the story was Yūma's properties as a street punk. I wanted to highlight his stubborn attitude and his fiery temper - and I also wanted to highlight Gakupo's adult like and mature personality that you won't see that often.

There are no pictures in the story so far. The artist behind the latest pictures have ended up in a "slump" in drawing pictures (as I have fallen into the same slump when it comes to writing), so if she will draw pictures for this story in the future I will update them as they get finished, and of course announce it here!


If you like this story, then check the other fanfictions with the same couple in the Story Archive. 

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”Mmh! Right there,” Yūma sighed as he moved his hips over Gakupo’s member.

“Is it your good spot?” Gakupo asked with his intoxicating dark voice, and Yūma nodded as he raised his hips slowly and then let them slide down again.

“Yeah… It’s a very good spot,” Yūma said like in a trance with his eyes closed, and Gakupo laughed quietly.

“Hey, don’t disappear from me.”

Yūma opened his eyes a little and looked at the man laying in front of him on the bed. He was riding on top of him with slow motions. It felt nice to take it slow. He could feel everything in detail.

“I’m not disappearing,” he whispered and sighed. “It’s just that you reach so deep inside me like this. It feels incredible. Aah…”

“Yeah… You’re so warm, Yūma.”

“Mmmh…”

Suddenly something banged against the front door and they stopped and stared at each other. The banging continued, and a voice yelled:

“Gakupo-chaaan!”

Yūma got a shocked expression on his face.

“Shit! It’s my sister!”

Vocaloid Fanfiction - Candy Master (Gakupo x Yuma) 18+

Here is the next one as promised! It's up a little earlier than planned but that doesn't matter - right? xD I bet some of you are really happy that it's up earlier. LOL!

I worked with it for like nine hours as total. It was a very weird small period of time... I almost got dried up as a mummy and I had to drink a lot of water and my throat was still dry! LOL!

There is not much to say about the story in this fanfiction. I'll just say: Yūma gets a kinky idea and when he got to persuade Gakupo into doing it he isn't shown any mercy.



Again Lamunan helped me with amazing pictures! Gawhd! It feels like I'm drooling like an idiot while looking at them.  (O_o)  She's very good at what she does! She's an amazing artist!

Here is her Youtube and DeviantArt. Make sure to take a look!

• Youtube →  http://www.youtube.com/user/Lamunan
• DeviantArt →  http://www.colamu.deviantart.com/

I have to warn you that this is very explicit and so are the pictures. I would suggest you to have some candy avalible to suck on while you read this and look at the pictures. LOL! xD


If you like this story, then check the other fanfictions with the same couple in the Story Archive.

Gakupo walked up to the couch and sat down on it to turn the TV on. But as he sat down on the couch he heard a crash from behind him in the kitchen and then:

“Aaah! Mmh! Damn it! Don’t touch that damn remote!”

Gakupo let go of the remote control to the TV in a panic and yelled: “I’m not touching it!”

“Asshole! Nngh! Not that remote! You’re sitting on it! Aaah! Turn it off!”

“Oh, you mean that remote.” Gakupo picked up the little pink remote control from his back pocket and saw that it was turned on the highest setting. When he looked over his shoulder he saw Yūma weak in the knees trying to hold himself up by clinging to the kitchen counter. He had a blush on his cheeks that matched the pink dress that he wore on. It had laces and ribbons everywhere and he looked totally adorable in it. Or so at least Gakupo thought. At Yūma’s feet lay a broken plate with a little cake covered with vanilla sauce that had fallen to the floor. “Sorry!” he then chuckled and turned the remote off. Yūma regained his footing and sighed out of relief before looking at Gakupo with angry eyes.

Vocaloid Fanfiction - Love Mode (Gakupo x Yuma) 18+

This story was actually not planned from the beginning. I was writing on a sequel to the previous Vocaloid fanfiction, but the story changed dramatically and got a mind of its own. So I had to make it into a side-story.

(I hate it when a story decides to go another way than what I want.)


It’s a lazy day at Gakupo’s place and he wakes Yūma to make him help cook some lunch. After they have eaten their lunch in front of the TV Yūma asks Gakupo to browse through his channels, and suddenly Yūma sees something interesting that’s turns the heat on between the two of them.


But this story got pretty hot and sexy! Or rather: It’s the hottest and sexiest I’ve written so far. LOL! xD This was a challenge that I took on, and it turned out to be a success. Here I wanted to present both Gakupo’s and Yūma’s personalities a little more, and it turned out that Gakupo is a little shy as seme while Yūma is a straight forward uke. Gakupo is the one who hesitates a little at the beginning and needs encouragement, but can turn kind of sadistic in the end - while with Yūma… Let’s just say that he’s PANG BOOM all the way! xD He lives up to his name at least.

And again I am using pictures from the artist as for the previous story – Lamunan. She has drawn all these beautiful (and extremely hot) pictures for this story too! Thank you, Lamunan, for your hard and awesome work!

Make sure to give her Youtube channel and DeviantArt a visit!

Her Youtube channel: http://www.youtube.com/user/Lamunan

Her DeviantArt: http://www.colamu.deviantart.com/

If you like this story, then check the other fanfictions with the same couple in the Story Archive.

 

”Hey! Get your ass from the bed and help me out here!” Gakupo yelled as he came inside the apartment and put the bags on the counter in the kitchen. He didn’t hear any reply so he walked across the corridor to the bedroom and looked at Yūma who was sleeping soundly faced down on the bed. He was sprawled over the whole bed and only had the sheet slightly covering his lower regions. Seeing Yūma almost naked on the bed made Gakupo swallow hard.

He walked up to the bed and sat down on the edge of the madras to lean forward and kiss Yūma’s neck. Yūma mumbled something in his sleep and let out a deep breath.

“You little lazy ass princess,” he chuckled as he gave Yūma’s neck another kiss. “Wake up. I want your help in the kitchen.” Yūma just mumbled something again but he didn’t look like he was about to wake up. “Or maybe you want me to stay here and do some bad stuff to you?”

“Go away…” he heard a sleepy voice say, and Gakupo chuckled again.

Yūma had practically moved in with Gakupo after their little romantic evening a few days ago. Gakupo felt very pleased about it and he loved to take a break like this with the one he loved. But Yūma was – as always – very lazy and Gakupo had a hard time getting him up from the bed in the mornings.

“I will not go away until you have gone up from bed to help me in the kitchen,” Gakupo said next to Yūma’s ear.

Yūma turned around on his back and looked at Gakupo with almost closed eyes.

“I’m tired. And we still have our break from having to sing. Can’t you let me sleep?” he mumbled, but Gakupo shook his head.

“I want to enjoy being with you now while we’re on our break. But I can’t be with you if you sleep, right?”

“Ngggh!” Yūma complained and massaged his closed eyes. “You’re such a sweet talker.”

“Am I convincing then?”

Vocaloid Fanfiction - After The Sugar Rush (Gakupo x Yuma)

Here is the next installment in my fanfiction archive. This time it is with Vocaloids: Gakupo and Yūma - also called VY2. Why you ask? Because I think they are the most amazing duo in the whole Vocaloid-series. Their voices complement each other in a special way unlike other duos in my own opinion. And of course they are cute together.


The story is about Yūma and Gakupo taking a break from the life of a song synthesizer by bugging their systems. They take it easy and watches a movie and talks, but when night comes and Yūma gets drowsy after a sugar rush it gets Gakupo in the mood for something else.


This time I had a lot of help from an amazing person called Lamunan on Youtube who provided me with amazing pictures to this story. She gave the story the spark of life which it needed. You can find her Youtube-channel here, and DeviantArt here. (Her Youtube-channel contains a lot of fun stuff with Yūma and Gakupo! And she's very good at MMD and Vocaloid/UTAU. Check it out!)

Thank you so much for your help, Lamunan! ♥

I have a hard time writing fanfiction because I like to make up my own characters instead. But this time it was actually pretty fun and when I did some research about Yūma I realized that dude is out of his mind! He’s crazy! xD I put small links in the story to give you proof of that. The most things are from his “original” designer, so I guess we can say that his crazy personality is genuine. xD




If you like this story, then check the other fanfictions with the same couple in the Story Archive.

Someone knocked on the door. It was late in the evening and Gakupo had been watching TV on the couch. He didn’t even have time to shout “Come in” before the person opened the door and stepped inside. Yūma stepped inside the apartment and headed right to the dark brown leather armchair next to the couch like he had done that hundreds of times before.

“I’m beat! I think my vocal cords are traumatized,” he sighed with a ragged voice and cleared his throat.

“How come?” Gakupo asked, and Yūma gave him a tired smile.

“I had this girl trying to make a song with me and she totally killed my voice. It sounded awful and it totally felt like she was torturing me. It’s tough to be a song synthesizer,” he answered.

“Yeah, I know what you mean. It would be nice to take some days off, but because we are programs the humans think that we never get tired. We’re lucky if no one uses us for a few hours.”

Yūma smiled a vicious smile and stood up from the armchair and walked up to Gakupo to lean closer and say:

“That’s where my plan…” His voice broke off in a weird squeaky noise and he blushed and cleared his throat and continued: “… comes in. I have figured out what we could do to get a few days off. Don’t tell this to the other Vocaloids. Especially not Miku because she will definitely tell on us – that damn ‘Ms. Goodie-two-shoes’.”

Gakupo stared at Yūma with a huge question mark over his head.

“What plan?” he asked, and Yūma smiled even more viciously.

Hyakujitsu no Bara (Maiden Rose) Fanfiction 18+

This is an old fanfic I wrote a few years ago. It is one of the most popular pages on my other blog where I posted it at first.

I wrote it as an alternative ending to the chapter that was out back then before the story continued in the manga. It was the continuation from when Claus got shot in the train and it exploded. I was so frustrated that I just had to write an ending to that one. LOL!

So because it's in english and it's my very first english yaoi story, I wanted to post it in this blog too so I have everything in one place.

Well, for you who have read that chapter may know that it ended with Klaus being shot by that Berkut-bastard. And the bomb went off too. Oh my! How did they survive?! And Taki's battalion was infiltrated by euroteans so the engineering corps didn't answer Taki's call. So Taki and his men had to hurry to the bridge-head so they could stop the eurotean train.  (O_o)

My continued story begins right after the fighting and stuff. (I'm not good at writing war stuff ya know...) And I haven't given it a title, 'cuz I don't know what I should call this one. But Anyway... Here it is:

Taki felt like the whole world was spinning. He was tired and exhausted. The fight was over and he could now take a rest. He sat on his knees in the cold sand and shook because of the freezing wind. His coat and sword was tainted with blood, and sweat drops rolled down his temples. Berkut lay on the ground in-front of him with open wounds inflicted by Takis sword, but he was still alive.

"Taki-sama! Are you alright?" Moriya asked with concern as he ran towards him.

"I'm fine." Taki answered - out of breath. "Take him to custody." he then said and looked at Berkut.

"Are you sure you're fine?" Suguri asked worriedly, but Taki just nodded firmly.

Moriya and a soldier lifted Berkut up and started to carry him away when he said with a quiet voice:

"Your knight... Do you think he's alive?" He laughed. "I shot him in the chest, and right after that the cart where he was in blew up. Do you think he survived that?"

Taki felt like the world came crumbling down upon him. Klaus ... dead? No, that couldn't be! Suguri placed his hand on Taki's shoulder and looked worried at him. After all - he knew how Taki felt about Klaus. He knew Klaus wasn't just Taki's precious knight.

"Shut up, you vermin!" Moriya yelled and hit Berkut in the gut. They carried him away.

"Klaus..."

Taki's voice died. He couldn't think straight and all he could do was look at the train and hope he'll see Klaus come out through the door to one of those ghostly carts with his usual arrogant smile on his face. But the train was dead quiet. Nothing moved inside it.

"Klaus...!"

His throat started to become too tight for him to breathe. He held his hand against his chest and leaned forward as he needed to vomit. His heart ached so much he couldn't describe it.

"Taki-sama! What's wrong?" Suguri asked and sat down beside him.

"I ... can't breathe!"

"Calm down, Taki-sama! I'm sure Klaus is fine!"

"I can't ... calm..."

Tears rolled down his cheeks as he tried to stop himself from crying out loud. He couldn't help himself. The forced breathing made him dizzy, and soon he fell to the ground unconscious.

"Taki-sama!"

Kuroshitsuji Fanfiction: A mysterious delivery

So it's like this: I cosplayed as Alois Trancy from Kuroshitsuji II in his red kimono at a anime convention, and my friend as Ciel Phantomhive. My other friend cosplayed as Sebastian.

Alois had a hard time getting to Ciel because of that persintant butler, so when he/I got home he sent something mysterious and weird to Ciel/my friend.

Here's the story:

 

Ciel was sitting at his desk and leisurely flipping through a newspaper after some work when Finny came in to the office after knocking on the door.

“I’ve got this package for you”, he said and gave Ciel the package.

Ciel looked at Finny and asked:

“Where’s Sebastian?”

“He had to do some errands in town, so I thought maybe I should deliver the post to you today”, Finny answered with a big smile with his loud voice.

“Hm… Okay, thank you.”

The package left on top of his desk was small in size. Ciel picked it up and felt the lightness from it in his hands. Curiously he opened the package, and out fell a small and round golden box with small decorations. It looked like something Soma would have brought with him from India. Maybe it was a package from him? There wasn’t a senders name on the package.

'That’s weird. Why would Soma send me a package when he practically lives in my mansion at some points?', Ciel thought irritated to himself.

He opened the small box and he instantly felt a weird kind of perfume drifting up from it. The smell was strong and had a peculiar aroma. He looked inside the box and saw a small piece of paper next to a golden ring with a red stone on it. The paper looked really old and had burned edges.

He folded it up and inside he read the words:

“Marry me, Ciel.
Yours truly
Alois Trancy”